We will not always provide a recording of the Tuesday Night Gathering here...obviously, no need to do so if you are interested in joining others in studying esoteric subjects in arcane fields...and can make it to the Free classes. The phone numbers are shown on my home page.
If you cannot attend due to other commitments, but really wish you could, let me know and we will try to send you recordings when available...because we are not going to provide them here as a regular service.
Here's the link from last night's recording of the July 31, 2007 Tuesday Night Gathering:
Loved the class- Lynne
Thank you Lynne for doing this for us!
Per your classwork, you can access the Comments section and add your thoughts that you wrote in class last night.
Last night I replied how "I shun others that hurt me, or make me mad by shunning them and staying away. I guard myself of further hurt, but still continue to be kind to others". I'm beginning to realize how much I am like my dad with my emotions. Tonight I realized it is time for me to let my father go. I need to free his spirit. Will he be there waiting for me on the next plane? I don't know that will be his decision. But I already know that I will indeed be reunited with him at the appropriate time and place. Immediately I connected my fathers wall that he built. I have seen how damaging that wall was to him and others, now I am doing the same! The work ahead of me will begin when I start to let these barriers down, as I am aware of these guarded barriers. I have constructed these stone walls for personal security risk free of human hurt. Thanks for the lesson Ruth, I had never connected the similarites between my fathers & my walls. Its an eye opener, one that I haven't been able to stop thinking about.
5 of the 50 Guidelines for Self Love and Follow Through
Exclusive excerpt from: Dear God, How Can I Finally Love Myself?
5 of the 50 Guidelines for Self Love
1. I never explain my personal views or spiritual preferences to people who cannot relate. I share what I choose to share only with people who can be supportive rather than arguing with me to negate my truth.
2. I admit my true feelings to myself rather than fighting them and trying to make them go away. They are trying to tell me something I need to acknowledge and know.
3. I create my life's work and purpose based solely on heartfelt inspiration. Passion, not outcomes, fuels my purpose.
4. I remember that no matter how successful a person may be, the truest form of success is a loving and pure heart. That is priceless and eternal.
5. I fully trust that when something does not work out the way my personality wanted it to, ultimately, it worked out for my highest good.
Follow Through for You
The most important aspect of pure self-love is follow-through.
Follow-through means that what you think, feel, say, and do are all congruent. They are all perfectly aligned to match your real truth.
For example, if you think you do not like your job, then the action that would reflect your truth would be to leave that job. You would then either create your own business or move into the general area of work that fills you with excitement.
When you follow through in that way, you will begin to feel your true worth from the inside out.
The same is true for every aspect of your life, including relationships, what you do in any given day, and every decision you make each moment of your life.
The key is to follow through in your actions because once you do, you will come to feel pure and genuine confidence. That confidence is built from the inside out, one decision at a time.
I can only share with you that once I started to follow through on my own truth, and stopped allowing others to guide me in a direction that was completely opposite of how I felt, I finally gained what had eluded me for most of my life: self-love..
As you acknowledge, honor, listen to, and follow through on your truth every second of your life, you will come to feel all of the goodness you really are, and you will finally love yourself.
© Copyright Barbara Rose, Ph.D. All Rights Reserved.
Excerpt from the book Dear God, How Can I Finally Love Myself? (Rose Group, Oct 2006)
As per assignment for the Tuesday Night Class, The Teachers asked us to go to Borders to ask for the Books of Wisdom.
I went to Borders in Monroeville with a list of all the books on a little sheet of paper. The nice gentleman behind the desk helped me to access all the books by Ruth Lee. Apparently there is another Ruth Lee who writes books on knitting so a few of her books showed up along with yours.
All the books showed up, but Within the Veil was out of print according to their records.
Then I went to Barnes and Noble and did the same thing. Only two books came up,
We Are Here and The Art of Life. Within the Veil was out of print.
He also said, they would not order any books unless they were paid for in advance. A new policy.
I’ll continue to do this wherever I travel.