Nothing to say, because nothing can be said that would add, aid, or help you share in this life-altering transformation one of us here has had...
Dear Ruth,
I finally have the time to write of the miracles received and of my profound experiences from The Catch The Wave Retreat. I’ve just gotten off of the phone from this month’s Spiritual Career Development Club Lesson and my entire body is buzzing!!!! God is so vibrantly pouring love and energy into all of us who are opening to this holy power.
My heart desires to burst out of the chest and the tears begin to flow from this gratitude that is felt at the realization that this life that’s being lived is truly all spirit. What’s been known as “Fawn” no longer exists. Of course there’s a design and a flavor, but the “me” that’s needed control or even explanation to understand is simply nowhere to be found. How does one find the words to express this level of love? There is no “finding,” there’s simply surrender and allowing what is meant to be said come through the words that are typed on the keyboard.
Let’s begin with first miracle since leaving retreat...
I rode to the airport with Lucy, Carol and Cheryl. We had a loving, sharing few hours together. We walked through security together and then saw that our gates were in opposite directions. As I found my path going up and over to my gate, I realized it was the first time I’d ventured alone since the retreat started. It was a wave of recognition that washed over me because during the retreat there was so much emphasis for us to be with our process, that even with all of the loving exchanges and sharings that happened, my attention had turned within...to stay noticing...to hear and feel all that was being shown for me to grow with now. So, as I walked to my gate it was a new sensation and a bit disorienting.
Here’s my miracle~ The gate was upstairs and had windows facing out at the beautiful Appalachian, Great Smoky mountain range. The football game on the overhead TV monitor was tastefully positioned away from the windows, so I felt myself being drawn to seats under the windows facing back into the room.
What is sitting there in open sight? A rocking chair! I don’t know about you, but in all of the airports I’ve been in I’ve never seen a handmade, beautifully-crafted wood rocking chair making itself available for me to sit out and view the beginning sunset over the mountains! That was enough invitation for me. Then to my complete surprise, to the left of the setting sun, in the middle of the sky there’s a break in the clouds with a prism rainbow shining brightly all of its strands of clear multi-colors. It was a rainbow at sunset right in front of me, while I’m rocking in the chair in the Asheville airport.
Immediately, I’m transported to ten years ago when I just left my mentor’s bedside as he made his transition at the age of 84. I was in the airport to fly back home; it had only been 2 short months since my mother made her transition and now I’d been with Dr. Trager also during this very intimate time. I was in the Laguna airport of S. California, and I had promised to fly home on the flight scheduled. When I arrived at the airport the plane was delayed and I found myself in front of the window that looked out over the hills during sunset. My eyes were watching the beauty of the sunset and I was completely open to God’s will after feeling the tremendous love of being with Milton...and the next thing I knew I was on the other side of the Sunset!
There was a rainbow and there was my mother in all of her glory with her giving heart and radiant nature; she was assisting Milton in his reorientation to being on the other side.
My mother was thrilled to be helping him, because she knew how much he had given me in this life and how deep and true our love is for each other. To be able to assist him gave her unbounded joy! As I witnessed this, I felt my heart wanting to be with them more than back in my own life. After all, these were the two pivotal people I loved and had influenced my life. They said it was Grace that I was able to see them on this side, but I had to go back.
For the next three evenings at Sunset, I didn’t plan it, but I always found myself outside at sunset and was given that same delicious connection of instantly being transported to the “other side” and feeling how perfectly aligned both my mother and Milton were on their new level of journey. It gave me indescribable peace.
It’s been ten years, with a lot of life’s experiences being lived. Here I am, reborn from our retreat and given this moment in time to be reminded, to feel that complete love, and to absolutely know how completely I’m held in the Grace of God as I sit soothingly being rocked.
The week back at home has been entirely miraculous! Every client and student has felt God’s powerful presence, and the words that come through me have touched everyone. Many of the meditations we did at retreat come back to me and show me their gifts. The value of holding four different dimensions while you read from the Angel of The Maya has been realized. That gift was given to simply strengthen my faith.
Yesterday, I was with a client’s husband who had come to receive a deep healing. God came through and once again brought me to see the rainbow at sunset over the Smoky Appalachian mountains. This time I was shown that my mother was once again overcome with joy at being able to gather a loving and welcoming party for Sharon’s mother. The words came through like a kick in the butt, “Call Sharon and have her tell her siblings that their mother is being greeted by my mother, who is actually a pro in assisting people with this transition. There are many people she knows waiting to welcome her.”
Of course, after my client left I dialed Sharon’s cell phone, not having any conscious idea where the family or her mother truly were in there process. Sharon answered her phone, and after I told her why I was calling at such an unexpected time, Sharon shared that the timing was perfect because all of her family were there as the last rights had just been given.
I thank God for the Grace and the great love. I had to share this miracle with you.
Fawn
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