Welcome to wisdom scribed by Ruth Lee and shared freely here.
As if you could be someone else, think about what you do that you cannot do well. Give it to someone else. How would they do it? Would they do it with flair and fun or foul it up worse than you do now? Give it a go and see if it is changed by the effort so you can live with it better....
Out of the blue and into euporia? If that describes your everyday life, you need to strengthen your mind to accept that it is better to be bland and kind than rise and fall as the tide.
No way are you okay with doing things for others that are not appreicated. Think then about all the things done for you that you never act grateful for now. Start with the air you breathe and continue to what is not as necessary.
Justifying that you are worth every dime you charge is not conducive to productivity, so do not do it to those who work for you.
As if you could be another, who would you choose and why...think on it and borrow the traits you admire and see if you do not feel better...without giving up your own power.
Future tense or past regrets are not to be thought of daily, but keep in mind whatever you have experienced that did not work as you wished. It is a very expensive lesson and should not be repeated.